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Nerd-out with Kristen

This page is ONLY meant for those who have read all 4 volumes
You won't just find spoilers ahead, come behind the curtain with me
Welcome to my process!

My Notes

     I have a massive spreadsheet that I use to keep track of things. There are so many flashbacks and so many dates mentioned that I needed to be able to keep things accurate. This is a very small sliver of the notes that made The Healing Season possible.

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The Importance of Timing

     I did a lot of work to keep track of time while writing. After I finished book 1, I realized that I had no idea how much time had passed, which led to months of rewrites. These calendars were the very first method I developed to keep track of the days in 2020 and 2021, when the story mostly takes place. Once flashbacks started, I needed something more complex, which I think would be interesting to show you, but I don't even know how I would begin to show you the month-by-month spreadsheet I created that spanned from 1971 to 2031. Instead, here are the simple calendars I made at first. Please flip through them if you are interested.

 

     I realize that it probably would have made sense to a reader if the events were color-coded in the character's seasonal color (Finn/Zoey orange, Holden/Nessa red, Atticus/Harper blue, Daisy/Grant green), but these calendars existed long before that color scheme.

What's with the fruit?

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     Finn, as Summer, is represented by a pineapple for its X-rated implications, and for its meaning to Finn and Zoey's relationship that is mentioned in Volume 1.

 

     Holden, as Autumn, is a pumpkin for two reasons: one, because he sees himself as boring in the beginning, which he explicitly says in Volume 2, and two, to me the pumpkin, amongst all the fruit, has the highest association with transformation (although Holden is in some ways the most mature of the brothers, through his relationship with Nessa, I think he has the most transformative experience).

 

     Atticus, as Winter, is represented by the pomegranate. Have you ever eaten a pomegranate? As a Floridian, I had not; it's kind of rare to find one here. When I was toying with this fruit idea, I felt like it was only fair for me to actually eat a pomegranate before I could confidently assign the fruit to Atty. Honestly, after all the time and effort it took to have what was the most complex fruit-eating experience of my life, I can say with full conviction that there could be no fruit more suited to Atticus. I also like the association to the Persephone story (yes, I am aware the Greek mythology story doesn't perfectly match my story), the pomegranate seeds, the disappearance of the goddess of spring during winter, and the passage of seasons are all fitting tie-ins to my books.

 

     Daisy, as Spring, is represented by the peach, which is sweet and luscious. The exterior of a peach feels like an invitation; "eat me!" It's hard to get into the deadly peach pit, but if you do, I hope you enjoy the cyanide you find inside. This comparison is meant to show Daisy's temperament. She is lovely, but if you manage to fuck with her or her kids enough to get to the deadly insides, she will try to ruin you.

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   I used each fruit in its respective book as my passage-of-time symbol. I thought the Persephone/fruit metaphor worked well.

All the McNallys are embodied by a fruit that is known for its association with its respective season.

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An EXTRA spoiler warning

Many of the characters pictured here are pictured in more than one phase of their lives, simply seeing them in the states they are in may spoil plot points.
These renderings were made with AI. I haven't made any money off this venture yet. I'm a disabled author so I don't have a lot of financial resources, but as soon as I have the profit to hire someone, a human artist WILL be hired to replace any AI renderings.
The beauty of human artistry is something to be cherished NOT replaced in any way!

Daisy

Edward

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    16-year-old Daisy in 1987, the autumn before Atticus is born.

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    25 year-old Daisy in 1997,

    the year SPS PWR opens

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    49-year-old Daisy in 2020, from the main timeline

  • 24-year-old Edward in 1989 after Atty is born

  • 56-year-old Edward in 2020, from the main timeline

Atticus

Holden

Finn

  • 8-year-old Atticus in 1997

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  • 18-year-old Atticus in 2007, before the incident

  • 31-year-old Atticus in 2020, at the start of the main timeline

  • 32-year-old Atticus in 2021

  • 5-year-old Holden in 1997

  • 16-year-old Holden in 2007, after the incident 

  • 28-year-old Holden with Cordy in 2020, at the beginning of the main timeline

  • 5-year-old Finn in 1997

  • 16-year-old Finn in 2007, after the incident

  • 27-year-old Finn with Whiskey in 2020, at the beginning of the main timeline

Harper

Nessa

Zoey

  • 5-year-old Harper in 1997

  • 15-year-old Harper in 2007

  • 27-year-old Harper in 2020, from the main timeline

  • 17-year-old Nessa in 2012, when she runs into Angel

  • 25-year-old Nessa in 2020, from the main timeline

  • 6-year-old Zoey in 2002, when her mom dies

  • 23-year-old Zoey in 2020, from the main timeline

McNally
Siblings

  • 21-year-old Carrie in 1987

  • 53-year-old Carrie in 2019, before she gets sick

  • 21-year-old Ant & Oli in 1987

  • 47-year-old  Anthony & Oliver in 2020, from the main timeline

Dillon
Siblings

Rivera
Siblings

Keller
Sibling

  • 26-year-old Justin in 2020, from the main timeline

  • 15-year-old Ryan in 2020, from the main timeline

  • 28-year-old Lolo in 2020, from the main timeline

  • 26-year-old Marcos in 2020, from the main timeline

  • 19-year-old Cata in 2020, from the main timeline

  • 17-year-old Em in 2020, from the main timeline

  • 33-year-old Jamie  in 2020

  • 34-year-old Jamie in 2021, after the wedding

Young
Lewis-Russo
Family

Present
Lewis-Russo
Family

Quad & Ellie
O'Hara

  • 20-year-old Marina in 1989, when she starts working for Daisy

  • 25-year-old Tony (Marina's brother) in 1992, when he starts working for Daisy

  • 25-year-old Miles in 1993, when he meets Marina

  • 1-year-old Ash in 1998

  • 51-year-old Marina in 2020, on the main timeline

  • 54-year-old Tony in 2020, on the main timeline

  • 52-year-old Miles in 2020, on the main timeline

  • 23-year-old Ash in 2020, on the main timeline

  • 6-year-old Quad in 1993

  • 33-year-old Quad in 2020, on the main timeline

  • 32-year-old Ellie in 2020, on the main timeline

  • Quad and Ellie and their kids in 2020, on the main timeline

Bradbury
Family

  • 51-year-old Grant in 2020, on the main timeline

  • 10-year-old Iris in 2020, on the main timeline

Thea

  • 13-year-old Thea in 2005, when she first moves to SPS

  • 15-year-old Thea in 2007, after she starts gymnastics and tames her hair

  • 27-year-old Thea in 2020, on the main timeline

Supporting
Characters

  • 18-year-old Kaylie in May of 2007

  • 25-year-old Nick in 1997, when he met Daisy

  • 26-year-old Sarah (Whiskey's mom) in 2020, on the main timeline

  • 47-year-old Jenn in 2020, on the main timeline

  • 24-year-old Tommi in 2020, on the main timeline

  • 46-year-old Aldous in 2020, on the main timeline

Series Soundtracks

Summer Vol. 1

Let's be real, here we know Finn and Zoey share a playlist. I love how similar they are ... and so do they. Finding their music helped me discover who they were as well-rounded people.

Autumn Vol. 2

I mean, seriously, we knew that only Nessa would have a playlist here. Holden so rarely listens to music, and the haphazard playlist he describes in Autumn stresses me out, lol.

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Winter Vol. 3

Atticus and Harper do have separate playlists, but while Atticus's helped me get a better grasp on him as I wrote Winter, I really only listen to Harper's when I'm feeling depressed.

Spring Vol. 4

This is Grant's playlist. I could never really pin down what I thought Daisy would listen to. I had a hard time connecting to Grant. My dad died when I was little. His love of music is what I remember most about him. I think Grant has similar taste in music.

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